We Made a Baby

We weren't ready for a baby. We had a plan! At least two years and then we would consider trying. We had things we wanted to do, places we wanted to go, and people we wanted to see. When telling Josh that I was pregnant, he covered his face and said "I'm 25 and my life is over." Basically how I felt in a nutshell.

We live in a 1 bedroom apartment with plenty of space for the two of us, but not so much for a 3rd party. Josh immediately started thinking about saving for the baby's college and how he was going to get us out of this apartment. (Our cute apartment that I put my heart and soul into decorating.)

I wasn't excited and neither was he. Did I already say we had a plan? Did I also say that a baby this soon wasn't apart of that plan?? But, that night Josh rolled over and started rubbing my stomach in his sleep. A glimmer of hope.

I started wondering where God was in all of this. Surely He could have kept this from happening.

After calling my best friend since kindergarden, India, and having a mild panick attack, we realized that both of our Husbands knocked us up, and our due dates were 3 days apart. Okay God. A glimmer of hope.

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